| Location | Liverpool |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 28/09/2001 |
| Date of Death | 28/09/2001 |
| Visitors | 1,449 since 09/10/2008 |
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i found out i was pregnant just 10 months after my first child megan and i was so over the moon. I went for my first scan and everythink was going fine i was having regular check ups. Then on the 28th september i had just turned 19 weeks i started to get these pains which felt like a stitch but later on in the night they started to get stronger and my mum phoned the hospital and they said that i should go into the hospital to make sure everythink was ok. So my dad got his friend to drive me to the hospital but i never made it i got to the kids dads house and lost her. I could'nt believe it. I felt as if my world had just ended. I got took into the hospital and the midwives were great. They asked if i wanted to see my baby but my dad said no as he was looking out for his daughter. I got back home that night and i could'nt believe i was leaving my baby behind i wanted her with me. The next morning i woke up and said to my mum that i wanted to see my baby. So my mum phoned the hospital and arranged for me to ao and see her. When i got there i could'nt believe how small she was i sobbed my heart out because i just wanted to pick her up and atke her home with me. My mum and siaiter came with me they were crying to. My mum was a star she helped me get through it. We sat with her and i held her and never wanted to let her go. When we had to go my heart was shattered into pieces as i had to leave her there. I spent as much time with her her as i could. My mum and sister came with me the next day and they said there last goodbyes to micheala it was so hard for my mum as she was saying goodbye to her grandaughter. I came home that night and sobbed my heart out. I went the day after and said my goodbyes i told her that mummy loves you so very much and that i would miss her so very much to. The same day we arranged her funeral. Michaelas funeral came around on the 9 th october and i could'nt believe i was really saying goodbye for the last time. My dad made me pround that day as he carried her into the crematorium. I could see it was killing him but he made me so proud. We all sat down and the preist said afew words and we all said our last goodbyes for the final time it ws so hard. I requested that i have her blankets and hat she had on so when i'd sit there and cry i would hold on to it and know that she was with me. A week later i received a phone call telling me micheala's ashes were ready for me to pick up. So i went down and picked them up and whenever i'm lonely and think of her even though i do every day i sit and hold her and i know she is always with me i love and miss her so very very much xxxxx
ALL MY LOVE PRECIOUS ANGEL LOVE LOVE HALINA AND HER ANGELS XXXX
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Although it's difficult today to see beyond the sorrow,
may looking back in memory help comfort you tomorrow
Hold tight to memories for comfort,
lean on your friends for strength,
and always remember how much you are cared about.
Your life was full of loving deeds, Forever thoughtful of our special needs,
Today and tomorrow, my whole life through, I will always love and cherish you
You left us so suddenly, your thoughts unknown,
You left us memories, we are proud to own
LOVE ALWAYS HALINA XXXX
But Jesus called the children to him and said, "Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of God belongs to such as these. I tell you the truth, anyone who will not receive the kingdom of God like a little child will never enter it."
xxxxx
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
A candle to remember,
May it burn ever so bright
As we look to the heavens
On this very night.
Beyond the stars,
Your dear one soars
Embraced by there Savior
On heaven's shores.
As the angels protect them
And sing there sweet name
We honor there life
With the glow of this flame.
So we light this candle
For our loved ones today
As a symbol of our love
And there eternal life.
with all our love
mell,paul family.
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You still live on in the hearts and minds,
Of the loving family you left behind.
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A garden of beautiful memories,
Sprayed with a million tears.
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Beautiful memories are treasured forever,
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Loved with a love beyond all feeling,
Missed with a grief beyond all tears.
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Sad was the parting, no one can tell,
So sudden on earth the sorrow fell;
The blow was hard, the shock severe,
To part with the one's we love so dear.
Dearer still as years depart
Their memory lives on within our heart.
Do you ever sit in an empty room
do you appreciate an open bloom
do you smell it's sweet perfume
Do you feel the need to 'talk out loud'
but theres no one there to hear
do you hear a voice call out your name
so close up to your ear
Have you ever felt a sudden chill pas by
and the hair on your neck stands up
have you gone to pour a cup of tea
but someone's moved your cup
Do you believe in angels
do they make you smile
have you felt one on each shoulder
as you walk that long wiery mile
Do you know that all these things
are messages to you
do you believe that they exist
i'll tell you.....YES THEY DO
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They say that time heals,
And I don't believe it for a minute,
We simply learn to cope,
However we take with us the smiles,
The joys and the memories
That will never fade
Along with the love
Thats clearly there
In our hearts.
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In all the world we shall not find
A heart so wonderfully kind,
So soft a voice, so sweet a smile,
Inspiration worthwhile;
A sympathy so sure, so deep
A love so beautiful to keep.
*• ♥ .•**•.. ♥ .•**•.. ♥ .•**•.. ♥ •*
Thankyou for all the candles, tributes and support from all my friends .x God Bless x
Have A Good Weekend Everyone
GOD,
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* . * ( ..(_)/ ) * * .BECAUSE
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. * * . * . * *SPECIAL
♥Sometimes♥
♥Sometimes when you cry no one sees your tears♥
♥When your worried no one sees your pain♥
♥When your happy no one sees your smile♥
♥When your thinking no one is about♥
♥When you want to talk no one is around♥
♥When you need a special friend♥
♥I’m always here to lend a had♥
♥No matter were you are or how far♥
♥just give me a call and i will be there♥
♥Send this to someone special♥
♥I JUST DID♥
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum

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